Number One in this year....

Guess I’ve been away from blogging too long.

Happy Belated New Year. This is the first entry for this current year.. As any other years back, I don’t decide on doing any resolutions for myself last December. Does it have to be on the 1st January to decide to eat healthy? Or to maybe turn a new leaf? Or to be nicer to anyone? I call bullshit. 

Now being in this April reminded me that what did I have done for the quarter year. Time is keeping and chasing me as its always nothing to do with everyone else. For those doing their resolutions, I wish you nothing else but best of luck. Good for those who accomplished their goals - I’m happy for you. Most people that I know of, didn’t honor what they’ve promised to themselves at the beginning of the year - so, that suck balls.

I’m just concentrating now to get myself a new situation, new environment and new change, which I did but it’s gonna take time for me to get out of my current situation, not because of me but my partner. I was promised that it’ll take two months at least but I have the feeling that my partner is going to keep me longer in this secrecy and unofficial situation. I want out, now and I personally have no patience in waiting if that’s the case. Wish me luck for rebelling and keep waiting.


The good news coming to me last month when I did some shoppings and bought wedding clothes for me. However the garments is still folded nicely in the shopping bag as I do not have the feelings to get it sewn. I am clueless. I am wordless.