Demotivated sungguh!!!

I never knew how to express my real feelings to you even when you asked me to. In fact, I don’t trust you enough to tell you frankly how much I loathe thou.

Pride is a good thing, but you simply love getting that pride over your head that whatever others tell you are irrelevant. What’s important to you is that you are the righteous one. 

Bitch, please.

You hate being talked back at but you never had the consideration to choose your words and action towards others. Just because you are the department head doesn’t mean you are the king of the world and everyone should listen to every whims of yours.

I get confused also when you ask me or someone else to do something and in the end you want it done your way. My common sense tells me, if you want it done the way you like it…. do it yourself. I have told you off in that manner several times and I know you hate it when I do that but, duh. It’s a waste of my time and energy to be doing something you requested only to be scolded at in the end just because it’s not ‘right’. So, fuck you.

All in all, you love to think that the world revolves around you. There are times when I really lost my temper at you, I am very tempted to just smash your head with whatever I can find. If only it can be done…..and I kept wondering why I still have to go through that stupidity of yours 6 days a week.

Thank you for the verbal warning, note to file or whatever shit it is you put in my records. Throughout my academic and work life I have always hold a squeaky clean record and I am extremely proud of it. You, I salute you highly for going through all that trouble to look at my smallest mistake and make it into a big issue. Wow. Just for the record, I resent that kind of decision you took and I find it hard to actually think it’s not personal. It is fucking personal.

So fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. That’s how much my respect is for you, FYI.

Thanks.